.Sunday, October 21, 2007 ' 5:15 AM Y
Quarrellings is unhealthy!Here we are, quarreling every one or two days.In the past, whenever we quarrel, we'll talk about everything, spit all unhappiness out, i'll cry and we'll be okay.Now??Quarrel, shouting or rather raising our voice then keep quiet for a long period of time and i'll cry.In my shoes, i wanted to spit everything out, want to tell him how i feel, but in the end i'll hold back as i don't want situation to go worse and get scolded. Very confuse now, wondering why are we starting to quarrel so often?Is he trying to get sick of me and think that i'm a nuisance? Or rather to him, i'm starting to get sick of him and finding faults in him?To me, i'm NOT!!Still love him so much like how i always do.I've tried to be understanding, tried to be logical and matured enough, but still , he'll still thinks that i'm ridiculous and not understanding at times. Is it because not meeting up for quite a long while will bring us to such stage? Normal couple, meet up as much as they can.We? Is not that we don't want to, but we can't.I'm having exams soon, he's always working till late.what should i do?We've just finished quarreling before i came to blog.I'll usually cry like what i always do, but not today.Am i getting too use to it that's why i'm not crying?HOPE NOT!
and hope we'll struggle through this tough stage, I believe we will!
hmmm.. alright, gotta go.shianne's
something called love is what we're undergoing now; WE LOVE
