.Friday, August 24, 2007 ' 10:12 PM Y
As days pass, my time in my current school have to make an ending soon.Days in school was joyous and incredibly unforgetable in the past, but now, it's no more joyous yet it's what i call 'THE SOLITARY DAYS'. After some misunderstanding with this particular classmate, things have not been as great as what i enjoy in the past. SOMETIMES, i felt so lonely.. very lonely that don't even know who can i confide or talk to. I will always ask myself, 'Am i irritating or unpleasant that cause everyone seems to dislike me??' It's all because i will always feel that people trying to avoid me. ALL i mean is my classmates. Often think that i have been talking rubbish everyday though i don't thank so. BUT i often feel like despite i'm speaking things that i mean it and just trying to be true, people will think that i'm too straightforward. BUT HEY!! you people prefer a liar or a honest person?? get my point??hmmm..... that's how i feel in class... BUT luckily, i still have friends around though.. No matter how much misery i am suffering with from you guys, but i often tell myself, without friends is not the fall in my life, i have to carry on with life and lead a MUCH MORE BETTER life. All i have to do is to buck up in the subjects i am weak at and get a better result. The best is to stay away from this people who eventually trying to ruin my life but did not manage to. SORRY!! i'm somehow being mean in my post but i'm just being honest with my feelings.As for family, i really can't make up my mind as i start to love the people and enjoy interacting with brothers , aunties and uncles in the apartment at boonlay. I'll be able to feel so much warmth and love and even care, concern from them!! THEY are the uniquely nice people which suppose to be extinct in this world at this point of time. THANKS EVERYONE for your love!! *hugs*As for the another home, is not that its not good. BUT who will like to be called as the brat at home?? i mean i've not been doing bad things to people yet people call me a brat?? how ridiculous can that be?? Moreover you are always treating that person the best u can express to her, BUT YET, what kind of treatment you get back in return?? hmmm.. *perplexed*[ when i am still growing now, to the stage of being an adult, i got learn that being nice to people does not mean people have the need to treat u well in return. ] Luckily, i've been optimistic enough that i'm always putting my brightest smile that i can produce on my face and try to be keep an euphoria mood always!!! thanks god that i was able to conquer all this difficult days in life... =DLast but not least, baby dylan choong, nothing is able to compare the love and passion i have for you!! You are going to shanghai soon next saturday morning, i'll be missing you badly but i will hope for the day of your return to come, PATIENTLY!!miss YOU so much!!!love YOU so much!!!love my family in boonlay so much!!Thanks for the goodwill my family in jurong had gave me!!loves,shianne
something called love is what we're undergoing now; WE LOVE
