.Thursday, July 26, 2007 ' 1:06 AM Y
i don't know where i'm heading in life right now. yes i love my job. i love cooking to make ppl happy. BUT...i hate the hours. i hate the fact that i have to work on public holidays when the rest of the family is over playing majong n having a good time. i hate the fact that i don't have my weekends to spend with loved ones. i have no bloody life now! i've been offered to go to a new restaurant to work. 1500 basic. if i perform well i'll be put in charge of the kitchen. that'll add incentives in which will come up to a total of about 2k. BUT...the but again...10hrs every damn day. it's like running out of a burning room into a bush fire. then there's the job that mum's friend is offering me. he wants me to run his company which sells engineering parts. i would have to go for courses, wear suit n tie every day. n i'll be called a sales rep. well sort of. hmmm... then there's the other option. fly. become an air steward. i thought about it after NS. n i'm thinking about it again. but the problem now is if i try for SIA, i don't know what qualification is needed. coz i only have my N level cert. n if i try for other companies i'd have to be based abroad for @ least a year. which i don't want. oh god...i know that i have to pave my own future. but i've not idea what i want. what i really want is to play football for a living. but too bad i was born in a no-hope-in-football country. sigh...all these just for pieces of paper.decisions decisions decisions...
something called love is what we're undergoing now; WE LOVE
