.Monday, June 25, 2007 ' 8:12 PM Y
Worried was the first feeling i have the past few days before school reopens. I'm worried that i'll be alone again, i'll be left out again. Maybe to them, i'm just anti social, not friendly or more that i can't imagine. BUT!!! I just feel so left out that i already sick of kicking a big fuss over everything and so, I've learn to SHUT UP! Maybe being a loner and a quiet soul is not my character and therefore i just can't get use to it, I GAVE UP ! Its not that i've given up on our friendships but what i can conclude is, i think i'm much happier when i'm alone and not feeling left out or unwanted. I can survive without them, i can learn to be independent and i can also feel HAPPIER!! But i've conquered my first difficult day in school. Went to the library and did some self study and everything went smoothly. I believe the following days in HONGKAH will be alright!!SHIANNE!! GAANBATTEH!!Everyone wants to be happy, wants to laugh and smile everyday. I want my life to be happy so that i can laugh and smile everyday too!! Girls, to you all, i may not be a very good or nice friend. BUT, i can swear that i've always treated u girls like my sisters and i want you all to be happy but, at the same time, i want to feel a sense of belonging! Friends are easy to find, but true friends are hard to come by. You all are once my true friends which i treasured so much, but now, it seems like its all GONE! Never mind, we can't be good friends but hope we can be very cooperative and memorable classmates!! I hope god will bless you all and let you all stay happy forever!! take care! Goodbye,true friends...............
shianne's
something called love is what we're undergoing now; WE LOVE
