.Sunday, April 29, 2007 ' 3:29 PM Y
it's Sunday...it's 3:08pm n i'm in the kitchen office doing this. i can't start work coz my uniform is in my locker n my locker key is with alan who's late. he overslept. but it's cool. luckily it's sunday. anyways i should be @ home resting n spending time with the family n my sugar. but no... i'm @ work sigh...so i'm a living example to u kids to STUDY HARD! don't wana end up working like a dog like me! U HEAR!!! i'm still not 100% yet. still feeling weak still feverish n still purging. but oh well...work is work. anyways yesterday i almost tore my com apart. i spent almost 3 or 4 hours typing an entry all about my life with photos n all n what happens?! the net got disconnected! n me high on the medication n all copied the whole thing but din save it n i turned the com off! EVERYTHING GONE...words can't describe my anguish. ahah! what a sucker! it goes to show that TECHNOLOGY CANNOT BE TRUSTED! sigh...i'm missing HER so very extremely much! i wish she was living with me right now. @ least when i go home, i go home into her arms. oh god! the missing emotion or feeling is the hardest to overcome. even if u do overcome it, it last for a mere 5secs. aaaarrrrrgggghhhh...uuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrggggggghhhh...i need a holiday...I MISS U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!dylan's
something called love is what we're undergoing now; WE LOVE
